Nine of Swords
The Nine of Swords represents guilt, worry, and regret. These emotions come from within and leave one feeling helpless and uncertain of the future.
This card shows Subaru as he tells his own shortcoming: always causing worry in others and yet still able to think only of himself. Subaru clearly shows regret for the worry he has caused, but he spends more time blaming himself and moping than taking action or trying to change his own thinking.
